Friday, November 6, 2009


Moving to Tumblr. Might be returning back to Blogspot once in a while.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009


"Then when the cops closed the fair,
I cut my long baby hair,
Stole me a dog-eared map,
And called for you everywhere"

"Have I found you ?"

-Flightless bird, American Mouth

Saturday, October 31, 2009

31st October

30th & 31st October 2009 :

My sister ask him to tag along to our karaoke session. Being the doll he is, he agreed even though he's all worn out. So by the time my sister is singing her heart out, he was trying to not fall asleep.

Then I ask whether he want to go somewhere else since he looks 'uber bored. So he drove around Shah Alam with me babbling around. I took his watch *giggle. And I am so glad that now he looks comfortable around me. He starts to sing in the car (quietly of course, I can barely hear his voice but then I turn my 'super-sensitive-ear' mode on) And he stars making jokes.

I swore at that time I thought hanging out with him was the best birthday present ever (!)

Was supposed to eat some Blueberry Cheese at SR. But something came up so I had to cancel it. He said we'll go eat that cheese cake later :-) Moving on, we (Diyanah, Aidil, Nik & I) planned on going to Kedai Kopi to celebrate my birthday.

As soon as they I arrive, I stepped outside in tears (due to some drama with the family) and they all were shocked. But everything changes when I saw a cake in front of me. Even though it was only a slice of cake, I am touched to know that at least they thought of buying a cake for me.

Nik gave me a rose with a card, Diyanah gave me a mug (which I love because of it's design) and Aidil pays for my meal. Over all, I am superbly happy today, going out with my favorite girls is definitely the highlight of the month :-)

Happy November, People !

p/s : Picture will be posted soon, to tired to even upload them hihi

Thursday, October 29, 2009


So here I am now, in my new room in a new house in Section 8. Yes, I am moving from my old house. But it's not official yet, I still live at my old house. The King said that we'll probably move here officially next week. But I'll be sleeping here tomorrow. I came here to do some cleaning around with the maids. Even tho' my new room is a bit smaller than the old one, I am loving it's calm atmosphere. Anyways, some of the guys are coming tomorrow to recite Yassin and such.

I ask Farid whether he's free tomorrow and can he come. I also ask him to bring his friends along. So all hail Farid (!) Okay I need to pee, hold up.

Alright I'm back. My birthday is this Saturday *giggle. I am finally turning 17 ! :D

Sunday, October 25, 2009


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Liverpool 2 - Manchester United 0

To those boys who last night said that Liverpool's going to lose (especially Anas),



Numero Uno

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Went to Azani's party last night which was a blast. Danced all night with the girlfriends and with some of the boys. I also had a great time with him. We played pool together and it seems like he is opening up to me :-) Went back home with WA and Farhah sleeping over. They sang a few songs that cracks me up. After WA slept and Farhah went online, I spend the whole night texting with him.

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Hangover. My head still hurts -.-

Wednesday, October 21, 2009


"Tied to the testin' of wills
When my heart breaks and spills
Left to the sight of the sky
In your arms I'm defined

Yet I'm nothing more than a line in your book"

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Slow me down

"Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you
You don't care a bit, you don't care
You don't care a bit"

- Hide and Seek

Sunday, October 18, 2009

You got it, you got it, some kind of magic

It hurts so badly when I find out that after all this while, he's just lying straight to my face. I could not believe that I fall for his words. I don't know if he's just using me to forget her or he wants to play with my feelings.

Everything's falling apart. I don't know who I should turn to.

Friday, October 16, 2009


Heck, that last post was pretty much emo. So to cheer myself up, I went to see the black dress that I bought again. And somehow I see the resemblance with a Givenchy dress that I absolutely love.

Black back panel dress :

The Givenchy dress :

Okay maybe it doesn't look alike at all.


After living my live for almost 17 years, I have done many things that I regret. One of them, is rejecting him. Now he is happy with his girlfriend while I am still roaming around alone. Second is breaking up with le ex. He too, is now happy with someone else. If I were to write down all the things that I regret, I couldn't even finish listing until tomorrow.

I saw him at my friend's open house just now. All I could do was just smile at him. I couldn't even came up to him and said hi. I chickened out. Sue me.

But again, like my brother said. His girlfriend is worth killing for, she is just simply drop-dead gorgeous. I have nothing against her.

Silly boy, get out of my space

SPM is just 32 days away. Which means less time fooling around, more time studying. I decided to start a business in selling clothes. But I will focus more on it after the big examination. In the mean time, I am selling all my pre-loved clothes that I rarely wear or haven't wear at all. I just need to find a good name for the blogshop, then I am set to go.

Currently waiting for these things to arrive :

1. Studded Black Ankle Boot
2. Light Pink and Green Pump Shoes
3. Black Strong-Shoulder Top
4. Military Black Jacket
5. Victoria Secret Body Spray
6. Black Back Panel Dress
7. Leatherette Corset Wedges

Need to get ready, I'm going to a friend's open house. Good day.

Monday, October 12, 2009


Favorite accessory? Rings that are to die for. What do you wear when you're down? Loose white top, ripped jeans and any go-go boots. I feel calmer dressing that way. When you're feeling pretty? Never. Favorite designer? Yohji Yamamoto, Karl Lagerfeld and Alexander Wang. Favorite photographer? None. Handbag? Balenciaga's. Jeans? Ripped jeans is addictive. Worst fashion moment? See my pictures 5 years ago hahaha Mom's style? Modest. Three places you'd rather be right now? Germany, London and Sweeden. Your hair? Still wet. Celeb crush? Cole Mohr ! Color? Black. Drink? Mango. Food? Hash Brown. Dream/Goal? Get my diploma in culinary arts and went to do degree in Sweeden at IMI. Dream last night? Hanging out with IK + went to the bakery and cried + drove a car while watching tv = weird much ? Fear? No money left. Where do you want to be in 10 years? Sweeden or monitoring my own restaurant here in Malaysia. Television Shows? The Simpsons, damn right funny.


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Blogshop buys this month consists of : (1) fuchsia and noir bandage top (2) leather studded vest (3) studded strong-shoulder jacket which is an absolute love.

Ah yes, there's nothing like updating after being on hiatus for a while. Haven't do anything much these past few weeks. Except I have finally have the guts to try making a apple pie. I also decided to use the pie crust that I have created rather than using the ready-made one. I am pretty much happy with the result.

Currently waiting for a flowery cardigan, a strong-shoulder black top and this baby to arrive :

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Might be going to Times Square tomorrow for a project that me and Liyana came up with. Will tell you more about it soon :-)

Monday, October 5, 2009

What a sad, sad day

Having your brother messaging you in the middle of the night saying 'Liverpool lost !', having Ariff Shah whispering to your ears 'what happen to Liverpool ?' followed by his annoying laugh, having Anep calling you from the nasi lemak stall to his table just to remind you how painful it is after Liverpool lost against Chelsea, you can now declare that this is far-by, the saddest day of your life.


Wednesday, September 30, 2009

one, two, three

you're breaking me apart.


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Herve Leger vivien cutout bandage dress

This is love (!)

Monday, September 28, 2009


IK, I really like you.

Saturday, September 26, 2009


The King & Queen tag all of us to Subang Parade to eat some 'Nasi Padang' since it has been our family's favorite. Trust me, if you followed our trip to Bandung, we will eat Nasi Padang every single day (:

After that I decided to drop by at Dessert Bar since I am craving for something sweet. Ordered a Banana Stack and a mouth-watering chocolate fondue.

Shoegasm :

Bought that silvery-bronze fish bone peep toe last Friday (it's next to the bondage heels and under that YSL inspired cage boot) This peep toe is currently my favorite since it is 10 times more comfy than my red platforms. I can jump and run around with it (!)

Friday, September 25, 2009


Don't fucking use me to forget your fucking ex-girlfriend.

You know who you are.

Thursday, September 24, 2009


What I wore last Wednesday :

Went to Pavillion to do some shopping. Scored a few tops and rings. Also having a bad hair day. Oh the bliss (!) Then decided to go to Sunway since I'm not entirely satisfied shopping at Pavi. Saw some familiar faces there, exchange a few hugs and kisses (:

What I wore last Thursday :

The Brother wants to buy a headphone, so we headed to Sunway (again, which is a total bore now) But we spent most of the time eating than shopping. Kenny's muffin is to die for (!)

p/s : I am never the one to believe those 'if you often wear high heels, your back will hurt' But now, I am experiencing it. Last Wednesday, as soon as I stepped out of those red platforms, my back starts to hurt and it felt like it were stretched. Wearing platforms is an absolute guilty pleasure.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009


Since it's Raya and everyone went shopping to buy new things to wear, I decided to give myself something special. By burning my finger up ! *laughs

Okay I lied, it was an accident actually. Yesterday I was doing some cooking using a wok with a spatula. I do realize that since yesterday's morning things kept falling out of my hand. Daydreaming much (!) So while I was cooking, something came up into my mind and I didn't realize that the spatula is slowly sliding out of my hand.

Blame my stupid reflex action, I quickly went and grab it. But I actually grab the spatula's part where it is so freaking hot and a few streaks of oil can still be seen on it. And no, I did not scream or cry from the pain. I just laughed at my clumsiness. Then The Queen told me to put some butter and honey on it since she once read on the magazine that those are great for burn marks.

I end up licking the honey :-) It is so painful whenever I washed it. But I don't know why I kind of like the pain. Yes, weird. When I woke up, something appears on my finger. Here :

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Can you see it ? The mark on my stucked-out finger. So comel *laughs

p/s : I'm telling you, Nazam. It's bad okay (!) And you say it's not that bad haha

Friday, September 18, 2009


Align Center


Yummy Loubs boots (!)


I only picked my top three favorite garment this time. Is it me, or his design this time is a bit boring ? But kudos for those perfectly constructed pants.

Thursday, September 17, 2009


Y-3 NYFW 2010 (Backstage)

His collection pretty much consists of nets which I absolutely adore. Yohji Yamamoto is definitely a genius in creating a gym class attire. Enough said.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009


Vera Wang


Finished my last trial exam today. Which means, Raya *insert girly scream. Anyways, Nazam left for Leeds University last night. He'll be back 5 more years. Yes, it's that long. Who knows by that time I am already married with 2 childrens ? Hah. I'll miss Nazam for sure. Since trials is over, I can finally spend some quality time browsing through NYFW Spring 2010 RTW. I'll be posting which garments that attracts me.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

You'll never walk alone

ALL HAIL BENAYOUN ! He's definitely on fire today :D 3 goals in one game. Now that's what I'm talking about.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Wonderful world

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Denim jacket, ripped jeans, black strappy wedges, Liverpool t-shirt

Today have been a very good day :

1. Only Maths & Addmaths paper left.
2. They send my Liverpool t-shirt and wedges.
3. Went to grab my denims.
4. Get my Satria back from my sister.

Driving to section 13 after this to buy some food for breaking fast.

Hungry hungry hungry, need food need food need food

Thursday, September 10, 2009

New York Fashion Week

Is starting soon, I really can't wait to see what Yohji Yamamoto and Phillip Lim came up with (!) And yes, I have moved on from having a girly crush on Balmain. Because Myra's right. Decarnin's design is everywhere now. Even Madonna wears his black mini dress.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Count with me

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Perdagangan does not hate me as much as Account did.
I can do some of the questions, so all hail the God (!)
Finally have the guts to buy a harem pants.
Also ordered a pair of shoes.
Too lazy to pick my denim jacket and ripped pants at Pos Laju.
Damn it why must they send it when I am not at home ?
Sheeesh *mumble mumble

Tuesday, September 8, 2009


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Aggy is so pretty, I'm willing to turn Lesbian for her.

I'm guessing Accounts must really hate me.
Out of 5 questions, I manage to do one of them confidently.
While the other 4 leave me dumbfounded.
After the first hour, I end up staring blankly at the examination paper.
Around 12.15, I decided to continue having wet dreams about Torres at home,
Before I start to drool out of nowhere.

p/s : The King & Queen - Haji in Makkah from 17/11/2009 - 3/12/2009. I am sad for their absence while I am facing SPM. After all, I'll face SPM once in my lifetime (unless I screwed up). But then The Queen always dreamt of doing her haji, so let's think of it this way :

The Queen + Haji = Extremely happy = More money + New Shoes

'Hidup mesti pandai main'

Monday, September 7, 2009

Caffeine is a friend

Having my account SPM trial tomorrow.
Scared shitless since me + accounts = oil + water.
I am stressed, trying to study this godsend subject.
Stopped for a bit to make some more coffee.
Wish me luck for tomorrow.


Wednesday, September 2, 2009

English Trial Paper

Q : Describe a person you cannot forget

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A : Karl Lagerfeld

So I decided to write about Karl Lagerfeld, the world's most famous fashion designer.
As soon as I saw the question, his name popped inside my head.
Idea rolls in the whole time I was writing.
Manage to finish an essay without any hassle.


Good morning, sleepyhead

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Liverpool kick Bolton's arse hard.
The camera focus on Torres (Mcsexy) most of the time.
What is Carragher wearing ?
A scary looking defender with nice hair.. yummy.
Reina looking good in yellow.
A very persistent Lucas (sporting that cute haircut)
Gerrard finally scores <-- that truly made my day.

p/s : Haven't update in a while. Been busy with ... heck I don't even know.
I spend most of my time sleeping now.
Ah yes, hibernating till Eid.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Calender Girl

This is what you get after cooking the whole weekend and was bored to death :

Ignore the post-cooking expression. Is that a pair of eyebags ? Dang =.=

All time favorite platform due to its comfiness (:
Am thinking of entering Fantasy Football but I am also having some second thoughts. Shahmi have been telling me lots of time to just create an account. I'm too lazyyyy plus if I were to have an account right now, I'll most probably use mostly Liverpool's player. Since they started rough this season, I won't be getting much points. But entering it sounds fun.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009


Liverpool's lost against Aston Villa is worth crying for :'( Benitez is starting to blame Gerrard for losing. Poor Gerrard. Never mind Liverpool, there is still lots of time to catch up ! :D

What I bake today :

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Strawberry with grapes fresh cream Triffle
I know it looks ugly *weeps

But I can guarantee you that this is definitely a winner (: The recipe calls for a vanilla chiffon cake as the base but I use cappuccino flavored one. So there's a hint of coffee in this triffle. Also whips up some fruit salad for breaking fast today. God willing, I'll be making caramel pudding tomorrow.

While some is busy studying for SPM trial next week, I was busy trying to bake a perfect souffle. Tried making it once and I failed, miserably. I need some pointers in making one.

Why, hello there gorgeous

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If some of you are wondering, yes. I'll be having my SPM trials next week. But so far I only studied Maths & Science. Blame my lazy arse. Am having some thoughts about studying at the library. Who's kind enough to go there with me ? Pleaseeeeeee :'(

p/s : Suddenly starts to reminisce about Ramadhan 2 years ago. Which consists of me going to the library, went to mall with Adid and the other guys after tuition class, seeing the ex almost everyday, went into zombie-mode at school and PMR. Life well spent (!)

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