I'm not saying it was your fault, although you could have done more.

Elie Saab, Fall 2009 RTW

Exquisite detailing on the neck-lines. A knock-out combo of black minidress and leggings that smells a hint of rock 'n' roll. With goddess-like gowns that oozes glam. He puts a twist on daywear, with fur and feathers. A couple of structured bustier dresses, including a vivid purple numbers.

His 2008 Fall Couture collection still amazes me, a work of a genius (!)

Though it's easy to pretend, I know you're not a fool

Into the night -
Jessica Stam

I've been looking for a sheer top like Stam wears. I only have 4 of them. I need more, more, moreeeee (!) I maybe going to Sunway with my siblings tomorrow. Currently praying that the king is generous enough to increase my allowance.

Who shot that arrow in your throat ?

To this so-called-friend : You said that I'm a hypocrite. All that I can say is, take a good look in the mirror please. At least I tried to talk to you. What about you ? If you don't want to have me in your life then fine. I don't freaking care. But when YOU said that I'm a hypocrite, damn I was shocked. What did I do ? I swear to god that I didn't talk bad about you and your friends. Go and fuck yourself !

(please don't mind my language, kids)

Invisible even to the night, then I'll read poetry to the stones

I manage to get some sleep just now. But I wake up, because my dream bothers me. So I decided to call N.

M : Natt, I have the weirdest dream just now.
N : What happen ?
M : I dream of you-know-who. She's crying really hard in front of Mcd. At first she cried just a little then out of no where, she starts to cry harder on the ground. I don't know why I laughed at her face. Then I said out loud 'Jom ramai2 gelakkan dia !' And I mcm semangat gila that time.
N : Then ?
M : And people around me do as I said so. We all laughed at her and she cried even more. I kept thinking why am I laughing at her and why the heck do I ask other people to join me. Kesian pula dkt dia. But still, weird kan ?
N : Yeah, but maybe it's a sign from god telling you to stop being so noisy.
M : Er ? I guess so.
N : I'm just joking, sleepy la.

Sorry I kacau you tidur, hihi
Nasib baik la I love you, if not the next time you're crying, I'd laugh so loud at your face ! (:

Every word you say, I think I should write.

I was tagged (!) By none other than the gorgeous Nad :-)

1. What's your ambition?

I'd most probably take over my dad's company. Then when I have enough money, I want to open my own 5-star Restaurant. It's not wrong to dream, right ? :-)

2.Who is more important for you. friend or boy/girl friend?

I can't really decide. Sometimes my friend gives me shit, and sometimes my soon to be boyfriend will start to freak me out. You feel me ?

3.How often do you think of committing suicide?

I used to have this weird emo mind. But I get back on track, so no. Suicide is not even an option.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

Honestly, no. I lack self-confidence. Especially in love life. Sue me.

5. How many babies do you want?

I think I've said this before in my other survey, I want many kids, so I can make a football team on my own. Haha okay I'm just joking, 3/4 would be enough.

6. Favourite perfume/fragrance?

roxy love & anything that smells good on me.

7. What's your goal for this year?

Believe it or not, I'm actually not going for the straight A's on spm. I do know my limit. I'm aiming for 5 or 6 A's . So mummy have to keep her promise in taking me to Liverpool. InsyAllah.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?

yes. Enough said.

9. What's a perfect partner to you?

someone who would listen to me, and knows how to make me smile. Anyone ?

10. What feeling do you love most?

Happiness never fails to make me smile all the time (:

11. What is your bad habit?

I like to take a bath in the middle of the night. Don't blame me, it is comforting in a weird way.

12. Is there anything you want to tell people that hates you?

fuck off bitch. *middle finger hah okay I hope that's not too rude.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

a big yes.

14. Describe yourself?

I am addicted to shoes, manicures, fashion, fashion photography, football and Torres. Need I say more ? (:

15. What do you crave the most currently?

a pain-killer. This headache is killing me ! And some chocolate chip cookies will do.

16. What's currently on your mind?

Thank god, I have no account tuition tonight.

17. What would you really like to do, like right now?

Sleep, but I don't know why I can't get some sleep.

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?

Only god knows.

19. What do you hate the most?

At this current moment, HEADACHE !

20. Who else do you want to answer these?

Deeya (:

The cemetry is my home, I want to be a part of it.

I went to Bukit Cherakah just now. It was plain tiring. But I will never forget all the moments that we spend together. We got lost so many times, that my feet hurts from cycling for quite a long time. This one time, we have to use this one road up the hill that is so freaking tall so that we can go to the tower. I'm having headaches, most probably because it's hot this morning and I lack mineral water. I had so much fun, laughing with my GP lads. I don't know what I'd do without them.

p/s : kawang-kawang, dah mandi ke belum ? hihi syg korg <3

Everytime i reach for you, you slip through my fingers

Note : Ignore fan-girl ramblings (!)

Oh my god, Oh my god, Oh my god why must you be so dreamy ?
Pa, I want him for my birthday, pleaseee :-D
He looks so freaking yummy, I feel like eating him (!) But I'll have to strip him first.
Ehehehehehehe *wipe drools

If I can have Torres, I'd never think of MA again. To hell with him (!) Hihi but sadly, I can never get him out of my mind. I hate you.

So play our song, and drink our wines

Natasha Poly, Oh those alluring cheekbones.
Hand me those shoes and no one will get hurt !

It's just because I'm crazy in love

Just got back from seeing the homeboys (S & F). The Queen is in a very good mood today. She lets me drive to her friend's house to gave some of my cupcakes. Then she let me went out and see the guys. They drove me to Pak Li (yes, Pak Li) to hang around. F shows me a picture of his baby niece. SO COMEEEELLL :-D

I baked plain vanilla cupcake this afternoon. I decided to jazz things up and add some chocolate chip. I love it (!) I should make more soon. Meeting GP lads at Bukit Cherakah (That's Bukit Celaka to boobies haha) this Thursday, planning to do some cycling around and we'll be having a picnic afterwards. Can't wait hihi

Torres wins a spot in the team of the week at Eurosport (!) He scored the highest points, 43. Beating Arshavin and Essien (insert evil laugh) He looks incredibly yummy in his jersey. I actually told MJ that if Torres was a porn star, I'd most probably watch all of his videos/movie. Ehehehehe *drools

It's been a while since I did some vaining around with the webcam, hihihi

1. I look like a freaking nerd with my spectacles. haha


2. I really like my hair in this picture, if only it looks like that in real life -___-'

3. What's lockin' poppin' yo ! I ain't no wannabe, Imma true G !



4. Don't you feel like punching me in the face ? don't yaaa ?

I'm not sure if any of you notice, I'm in a VERY VERY good mood today :D And I don't even know why hihi

Ocean Blue - Alphabeat

Liverpool wins against Manchester United with the score 4-1. The Reds played really well. When Reina smacks Mascherano's head, I instantly laugh out loud. Torres' hair looks way better if he lets his fringe down. Even MJ agreed. Fergeson looks frustrated as the extra time ended. Observe :

Christiano Ronaldo makes the first goal for The Red Devils at minute 22. I was screaming on top of my lungs. Damn I was shocked at how fast he kicked the ball. Liverpool's golden boy, Torres carries the ball through the penalty box and GOAL ! Making it a tie between the money-making teams.

Gerrard, being the calm and collected captain he is, scores a goal (penalty) at minute 43. The 1st half ends, so me and my brother opted for AF. (insert laugh) I wanted to see who I can laugh at and who I can vote for. Okay wait, I was just joking about the voting thingy thingy.

The 2nd half starts, at minute 76, Aurelio scores and I am starting to feel relaxed. MJ and SM messaged me and said things like 'WHAT THE HELL!' and 'tgk disney channel lagi cool la kalau mcm ni' Oh they crack me up.

Another 3 minute is added (extra time). Then, Dossena scores a simple, but a heart-tingling goal. He pretty much sums it all up. At this one time, the camera focuses at Torres and Riera. Riera was touching Torres' chin and they look very very close. My brother said 'are they gay or something ?' HAHA

I am officially happy (!) Thanks for making my day, Liverpool.

Rehab

Bold the statements that are true to you. Italicize the statements that you wish were true. Leave the fibs alone. Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.

I’m 170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
I can drive.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs.
90% of my friends smoke.
I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
I’m studying Fashion.
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons
I hate someone.
I have 10 Lollipops handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog.
I have an iPod.
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
I’m a rebel.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama.
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before.
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam which I’m going to face tomorrow.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last :)
I believe in long distance relationships.
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon. HAHA
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs
I still have a best friend.
I have a cat.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m hot. :P
I’m a sinner.
I’ve got a DS light.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music.
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love.
I know how to cook.
I have 100% freedom.
Boys are assholes.
I hate Math.
I’m happy with what I have
I love horror films.
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me.
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart.
I love Orange juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming.
I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat
I love my friends and family

I tag :
1. Nad
2. Murni
3. Anis
4. Deeya
5. Eleena

Righteous

"I'm so high, I'm never coming down"

I skipped school again today, haven't stepped my foot on that living hell's ground this week. I suppose R must be devastated when SZ said that I was absent again today. Never mind all that, I still love her (I kid, I kid). Account class last night was surprisingly boring. WA's all sleepy that she looks like she's on drugs. Good news : I am having my school holiday next week. For a heavenly week. My plan is none other than sleeping most of the time. And most probably studying. On second thought, I'll pass on studying. IZN is on his way to Aussie now, to further his studies. To tell you the truth, I think I'll miss him.

M

So High - The Follow Through

Hello, Hey, Hi,

Get back from my school's sports day and tuition class. Sports day went well, I win a few medals but the bad thing is, ER is being such an ass and won't let any outsiders get inside the stadium, I mean come on, of course you want your friends from other school to come and support you right ? ER even called the police because something happens that includes my few juniors. ER's a crazy maniac I told you ! IZ came even though she's having a slight fever.

Le girls decided to just sneak out and went to eat Pizza (Heaven !). We all (including DH's brother) squished inside FA's Estima and went off to Shah Alam Mall. I'll come clean, we did stupid things when we're together inside the car, like singing out loud, pretending that we're a bunch of wannabes & rempits, gossiping and stuffs. DH's brother found a braided rope so I wear it around my forehead like a halo. Wear IZ's shade and act like I'm a hippie. I said to WA 'Peace man (take note that I said man in a malay way), no war' And she plays along. Saying things like 'Dudeeee, I'm so high' and much more. Haha

Eat our hearts out at Pizza Hut. Talked some things and we leave around 2.30 pm. FA send us to WA's house for our tuition class. You can say by that time, ALL of us was so tired that NA almost fell asleep. (Muka semua lemau je) HAHA

It was fun today. But then it hits me, this will be the last year that I participate in my school's sports day. No more lompat jauh event for me next year. No more running from the teacher when I refused to enter the 4x100m / 100m run. No more rooting for my friend who enter anything. No more sports day.

M

10,000 Nights of Thunder - Alphabeat

"You came like a thief in the night and stole my heart
Ooh, like a solitude erasure
Like an elevator"

And again, my eyes feels like they're on fire, I don't even know why. IT'S BURNING BABY, BURNINGGGG ! Shit it hurts, kenapa niii ? Maybe I should drink more plain water ?

p/s : I was all over S, telling him that my eyes hurts. He said : "tengok porn byk sgt ni" haha

Three Cheers for Five Years - Mayday Parade

Note : Expect long post with pictures.

Hello there, I've gone through a great weekend. For starter, I went to Mall on Friday with IZ, WA, DH, HZ, NA, AF. We get bored sitting at Pelita so IZ and I suggested to hang at the park next to Mall. We followed NA to see AF jams with his band afterwards.

Sakit mata time niiii

We're like looking directly to the sun that my eyes are all watery haha

Busy texting HZ keee ? HAHA

At 7.30 pm, Ma drag me to my auntie's house. I had a good laugh there with my siblings and cousins. On Saturday, me and my family shopped at OU. I bought 2 cardigans, a black long-sleeve top and 2 more rings (welcome to my world, babies)

I am officially happy with my buys :-) But I still need more rings (laughs) On Sunday, I went to see ...

Guess who ?

It's MA, finally ! Haha

His shot, I was looking for my tic tac this time

He gave me the t-shirt that he bought at Melbourne so thanks :-) His SPM result is coming out soon. I wish he gets a bad result so I can laugh at his face. Oh wait I'm joking, I'm not that bad la kan ? Good luck, get at least 4 A'S ! I baked cupcakes for my sister's friend and her boyfriend. I spend the whole evening decorating it because I'm out of ideas plus my cousin and my grandparents are visiting me. But I did it !

For her boyfriend, she wants it to be simple so this is what I did.

For her friend, I was really running out of ideas while I was doing this hihi

After I've done my work, I finally gets to eat for the first time today even though it was 7.30 pm. I get so sick of decorating cupcakes that I feel like puking whenever I see buttercream HAHA my school's sports day is on this Wednesday at Stadium Matshushita, do come :-)

RANDOM :

Blackie, with his dear mummy behind him

MJ did this ! Haha

M

Tomorrow - Duffy

My toe is freaking swollen (!) I kinda fell off when I was running and jumping around. At first the pain was not crucial but it begin to hurts like hell after about an hour. Now my toe is a bit purplish. Moral value : Do not, I repeat, do not act crazy when you're hyper. Oh, here's a picture of some cupcakes that I've made in February :




I'll post a picture of my chocolate chip cookies soon. Good news, March test is finally over ! :-)

Boyfriend - Alphabeat

March project : Chocolate Chip Cookies, DONE (!)
I'm planning to bake cookies, cookies and more cookies this month. I want to try different type of cookies. Like this one time, my tuition teacher said she tried this one white chocolate with raspberry cookies. It was to die for (!) I noticed that I've been drinking lots of plain water today and I went for another working-my-ass-off at the gym this evening. Say yes to healthy living ! Hold up, I need more cookies.

I'm having commerce exam tomorrow. This is when I feel like dropping commerce like D did *sigh. Oh well, at least tomorrow's the last subject for March's test. I'll skip school on Friday since exam is over by then. And by the way, thanks Qila for the link :-) I need a new heels, looking for the stacked ones. Anyone who has a heart of gold, please bought me these shoes. If you do, I will love you forever !











Aite, I'm off. Need to get some sleep :-)

Tonight - Lykke Ki

I can be blue,

I can be black,
I can be white,
I can be anything you want me to be.

I Think I'm Ready - Katy Perry

Hello there :-) Thank god that I can do account today. When I gets the answer, I feel like crying because I'm so touched that I can do it (!) Hahaha *pats own head. Good Mika, good. I'll be having Add Math (Apocalypse !), Science and Agama. Wish me luck ey ? It was fun at school today. CB, NA and me talk stuffs like 'Dayyymnnn girl, you're so fine !', 'stay off, white girl !', 'yo G, why you trippin' ?', 'it's not cool, homie, not cool' and lots more. You should have seen the way we act. Haha

M

How You Love Me Now - Hey Monday

Okay jom ramai ramai gelak, one, two, three, go !

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

Oh I feel so damn good right now. In your face, sucker (insert evil laugh) And I do notice that my blog is colorful nowadays. Like I said in Vox, wait until I'm back to my emo-I-hate-myself mood. I'll change everything back to black.

I'll most probably drag IZ and DH to Sunway this Friday. Wanted to freshen up my mind by shopping rings and more rings :-D

Disco Elizabeth - Mystery Jets ft. Kate Nash

I went through a dreadful history paper today, then skipped happily (I kid) to tuition class and had my daily laughing sessions with WA, DH, AFS (SJ did not come today) Never mind all that, I am facing account paper tomorrow, OH THE HORROR ! Talked to TH on msn just now. I laugh most of the time, so you can say that he makes me feel better today. Observe : (take note that I skipped some of the conversation)

Thariq says:
oh
tak saje tnya
tk tau nk tnya ape
HAHA
mika . says:
haha
okay jap i tanya
birthday you bila ?
favorite colour ?
tinggal dkt mana ?
suka mkn apa ?
er apa lg eeeh
Thariq says:
3oth Dec , Blue sometimes red , USJ 12 , suka makan nasi
HAHA
lagi lagi
mika . says:
hahaha excited pula (;
okay jap
fav subject time dkt schl dulu ?
suka sports apa ?
suka shopping kat mana ?
selalu lepak mana ?
Thariq says:
i love add maths *sangat HAHA , football and so on , shopping dekat mana2 pun boleh , lepak mana2 pun suka
fuhh
haha
mika . says:
oh oh suka football team apa ?
player mana ?
kedah ?
kelantan ?
HAHAHA
jk jk
Thariq says:
MPSJ
HAHAH
mika . says:
hahahhahaha
Thariq says:
tk ah
Arsenal sudey
mika . says:
arsenal ?
kenapa tk suka liverpool ?
hihi
Thariq says:
knpe kena suka liverpool ?
hihi
mika . says:
sbb i suka liverpool
hihihi
Thariq says:
ohh
ye ke
haha patut ler
tak suka arsenal ?
HAHA
mika . says:
er tak
but suka fabregas
haha
:3
Thariq says:
i know
*drooools
HAHA
mika . says:
omg omg omg omg he's so hot !
haha gedik gilaa
-_-
Thariq says:
his like soooo over the moon
mika . says:
i knoooow
(:
Thariq says:
haha
gedik gilaa
mika . says:
but apa2 pun tk boleh lwn torres i !
Thariq says:
pffft like pleaasee
torres is so last year
HAHA
mika . says:
don't you dare said that !
lelaki idaman i tu
heeeeeee
suka suka !
hihi
Thariq says:
haha agak la kan
*droools again

(insert laugh) At this moment right here, le girls send some messages that makes me awe. I will love you girls forever and ever :-) And is it me, or WA's becoming cheesy nowadays ? Blame it on DH (!) Haha okay moving on, (I skipped the conversation again)

Thariq says:
march ?
march tes*
test*
mika . says:
yeah
mlsnya
-_-
Thariq says:
haha
agak la
haih :/
mika . says:
-_______-
Thariq says:
what ?
haha :D
mika . says:
you ni kan
-________________________-
Thariq says:
ape dia ?
-________________________________-
mika . says:
hmph
-_________________________________________-
(haha nak lagi panjg)
Thariq says:
nak menang je kerja
haha

Er he's going to be 18 this december, for god's sake. So there's no more 'march test' in his dictionary. Wish me luck for exam tomorrow (!)

M

How to Safe a Life - The Fray

Where did I go wrong?

Everything's falling into pieces. I feel so weak that I can barely stand. I don't know what I do that I reach to this point, where I feel so hopeless. I wanted to close my eyes and forget all this - I wish. But I can't.. I read his message on Ma's phone. My heart drops, literally. Love life and family problems. I need a life.