death

a lot of suddent death occurs nowadays . such as megat's father and auntie sue . i was shocked after hearing the news that they already died . i feel sorry for megat , but i didn't have the guts to say anything . because i didn't know how it feels after losing the one that i love the most .

then i start to think , how would i react when shad is not here anymore ? i decided to just let itself be a mystery until i experience it . while browsing through myspace , i came across megat's page . my heart grows sympathy and sorrow . looking at his picture with his father and listening to his page's song .

while on auntie sue , she's one of the health freaks that i've ever known . but she suddenly died because of a heart attack .

it shows that when god decided to take your life away , it happens . just like that . i admit that i didn't make any preparation for the after-life even though i know that i should . i am afraid of death , i really am . but deep inside i know , that even how afraid i am , death will always come to me . and to you .

let's spend a minute or two to read al-fatihah for Allahyarham megat's father (sorry , i tak tau your father's name) and Allahyarham auntie sue .


i need to pray .