31st October

30th & 31st October 2009 :

My sister ask him to tag along to our karaoke session. Being the doll he is, he agreed even though he's all worn out. So by the time my sister is singing her heart out, he was trying to not fall asleep.

Then I ask whether he want to go somewhere else since he looks 'uber bored. So he drove around Shah Alam with me babbling around. I took his watch *giggle. And I am so glad that now he looks comfortable around me. He starts to sing in the car (quietly of course, I can barely hear his voice but then I turn my 'super-sensitive-ear' mode on) And he stars making jokes.

I swore at that time I thought hanging out with him was the best birthday present ever (!)

Was supposed to eat some Blueberry Cheese at SR. But something came up so I had to cancel it. He said we'll go eat that cheese cake later :-) Moving on, we (Diyanah, Aidil, Nik & I) planned on going to Kedai Kopi to celebrate my birthday.

As soon as they I arrive, I stepped outside in tears (due to some drama with the family) and they all were shocked. But everything changes when I saw a cake in front of me. Even though it was only a slice of cake, I am touched to know that at least they thought of buying a cake for me.

Nik gave me a rose with a card, Diyanah gave me a mug (which I love because of it's design) and Aidil pays for my meal. Over all, I am superbly happy today, going out with my favorite girls is definitely the highlight of the month :-)

Happy November, People !

p/s : Picture will be posted soon, to tired to even upload them hihi

Serenity

So here I am now, in my new room in a new house in Section 8. Yes, I am moving from my old house. But it's not official yet, I still live at my old house. The King said that we'll probably move here officially next week. But I'll be sleeping here tomorrow. I came here to do some cleaning around with the maids. Even tho' my new room is a bit smaller than the old one, I am loving it's calm atmosphere. Anyways, some of the guys are coming tomorrow to recite Yassin and such.

I ask Farid whether he's free tomorrow and can he come. I also ask him to bring his friends along. So all hail Farid (!) Okay I need to pee, hold up.

Alright I'm back. My birthday is this Saturday *giggle. I am finally turning 17 ! :D

LIVERPOOL

Liverpool 2 - Manchester United 0

To those boys who last night said that Liverpool's going to lose (especially Anas),

I TOLD YOU SO !

HAHAHAHA

Numero Uno

Went to Azani's party last night which was a blast. Danced all night with the girlfriends and with some of the boys. I also had a great time with him. We played pool together and it seems like he is opening up to me :-) Went back home with WA and Farhah sleeping over. They sang a few songs that cracks me up. After WA slept and Farhah went online, I spend the whole night texting with him.

Hangover. My head still hurts -.-

Juneau

"Tied to the testin' of wills
When my heart breaks and spills
Left to the sight of the sky
In your arms I'm defined

Yet I'm nothing more than a line in your book"

Slow me down

"Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you
You don't care a bit, you don't care
You don't care a bit"

- Hide and Seek

You got it, you got it, some kind of magic

It hurts so badly when I find out that after all this while, he's just lying straight to my face. I could not believe that I fall for his words. I don't know if he's just using me to forget her or he wants to play with my feelings.

Everything's falling apart. I don't know who I should turn to.

Salvation

Heck, that last post was pretty much emo. So to cheer myself up, I went to see the black dress that I bought again. And somehow I see the resemblance with a Givenchy dress that I absolutely love.

Black back panel dress :

The Givenchy dress :





Okay maybe it doesn't look alike at all.

Regret

After living my live for almost 17 years, I have done many things that I regret. One of them, is rejecting him. Now he is happy with his girlfriend while I am still roaming around alone. Second is breaking up with le ex. He too, is now happy with someone else. If I were to write down all the things that I regret, I couldn't even finish listing until tomorrow.

I saw him at my friend's open house just now. All I could do was just smile at him. I couldn't even came up to him and said hi. I chickened out. Sue me.

But again, like my brother said. His girlfriend is worth killing for, she is just simply drop-dead gorgeous. I have nothing against her.

Silly boy, get out of my space

SPM is just 32 days away. Which means less time fooling around, more time studying. I decided to start a business in selling clothes. But I will focus more on it after the big examination. In the mean time, I am selling all my pre-loved clothes that I rarely wear or haven't wear at all. I just need to find a good name for the blogshop, then I am set to go.

Currently waiting for these things to arrive :

1. Studded Black Ankle Boot
2. Light Pink and Green Pump Shoes
3. Black Strong-Shoulder Top
4. Military Black Jacket
5. Victoria Secret Body Spray
6. Black Back Panel Dress
7. Leatherette Corset Wedges

Need to get ready, I'm going to a friend's open house. Good day.

Fond

Favorite accessory? Rings that are to die for. What do you wear when you're down? Loose white top, ripped jeans and any go-go boots. I feel calmer dressing that way. When you're feeling pretty? Never. Favorite designer? Yohji Yamamoto, Karl Lagerfeld and Alexander Wang. Favorite photographer? None. Handbag? Balenciaga's. Jeans? Ripped jeans is addictive. Worst fashion moment? See my pictures 5 years ago hahaha Mom's style? Modest. Three places you'd rather be right now? Germany, London and Sweeden. Your hair? Still wet. Celeb crush? Cole Mohr ! Color? Black. Drink? Mango. Food? Hash Brown. Dream/Goal? Get my diploma in culinary arts and went to do degree in Sweeden at IMI. Dream last night? Hanging out with IK + went to the bakery and cried + drove a car while watching tv = weird much ? Fear? No money left. Where do you want to be in 10 years? Sweeden or monitoring my own restaurant here in Malaysia. Television Shows? The Simpsons, damn right funny.

Fine

Blogshop buys this month consists of : (1) fuchsia and noir bandage top (2) leather studded vest (3) studded strong-shoulder jacket which is an absolute love.

Ah yes, there's nothing like updating after being on hiatus for a while. Haven't do anything much these past few weeks. Except I have finally have the guts to try making a apple pie. I also decided to use the pie crust that I have created rather than using the ready-made one. I am pretty much happy with the result.

Currently waiting for a flowery cardigan, a strong-shoulder black top and this baby to arrive :

I AM SO EXCITEEEEED !

Might be going to Times Square tomorrow for a project that me and Liyana came up with. Will tell you more about it soon :-)

What a sad, sad day

Having your brother messaging you in the middle of the night saying 'Liverpool lost !', having Ariff Shah whispering to your ears 'what happen to Liverpool ?' followed by his annoying laugh, having Anep calling you from the nasi lemak stall to his table just to remind you how painful it is after Liverpool lost against Chelsea, you can now declare that this is far-by, the saddest day of your life.

HOW COULD YOU KOPS FUCKING LOST TO THE BLUES ? *WEEPS