what would you feel if your best friend is dying ? and the doctor wouldn't even tell you when he/she'll die. i felt it , afraid of losing the one that you love. i feel frustrated , angry , sad and most of all , GUILTY. because i couldn't do anything to help him. i began to hate myself, when i've seen him cry and heard him said "i don't want to die". it hurts me , it really does. i'll miss the smell of lemon on him. he'd call me at nights and we'll talk about the old days. i'll cry as soon as i hang up.
god , i love him so. now please don't take him away.
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