I'm not saying it was your fault, although you could have done more.

Elie Saab, Fall 2009 RTW

Exquisite detailing on the neck-lines. A knock-out combo of black minidress and leggings that smells a hint of rock 'n' roll. With goddess-like gowns that oozes glam. He puts a twist on daywear, with fur and feathers. A couple of structured bustier dresses, including a vivid purple numbers.

His 2008 Fall Couture collection still amazes me, a work of a genius (!)

Though it's easy to pretend, I know you're not a fool

Into the night -
Jessica Stam

I've been looking for a sheer top like Stam wears. I only have 4 of them. I need more, more, moreeeee (!) I maybe going to Sunway with my siblings tomorrow. Currently praying that the king is generous enough to increase my allowance.

Who shot that arrow in your throat ?

To this so-called-friend : You said that I'm a hypocrite. All that I can say is, take a good look in the mirror please. At least I tried to talk to you. What about you ? If you don't want to have me in your life then fine. I don't freaking care. But when YOU said that I'm a hypocrite, damn I was shocked. What did I do ? I swear to god that I didn't talk bad about you and your friends. Go and fuck yourself !

(please don't mind my language, kids)

Invisible even to the night, then I'll read poetry to the stones

I manage to get some sleep just now. But I wake up, because my dream bothers me. So I decided to call N.

M : Natt, I have the weirdest dream just now.
N : What happen ?
M : I dream of you-know-who. She's crying really hard in front of Mcd. At first she cried just a little then out of no where, she starts to cry harder on the ground. I don't know why I laughed at her face. Then I said out loud 'Jom ramai2 gelakkan dia !' And I mcm semangat gila that time.
N : Then ?
M : And people around me do as I said so. We all laughed at her and she cried even more. I kept thinking why am I laughing at her and why the heck do I ask other people to join me. Kesian pula dkt dia. But still, weird kan ?
N : Yeah, but maybe it's a sign from god telling you to stop being so noisy.
M : Er ? I guess so.
N : I'm just joking, sleepy la.

Sorry I kacau you tidur, hihi
Nasib baik la I love you, if not the next time you're crying, I'd laugh so loud at your face ! (:

Every word you say, I think I should write.

I was tagged (!) By none other than the gorgeous Nad :-)

1. What's your ambition?

I'd most probably take over my dad's company. Then when I have enough money, I want to open my own 5-star Restaurant. It's not wrong to dream, right ? :-)

2.Who is more important for you. friend or boy/girl friend?

I can't really decide. Sometimes my friend gives me shit, and sometimes my soon to be boyfriend will start to freak me out. You feel me ?

3.How often do you think of committing suicide?

I used to have this weird emo mind. But I get back on track, so no. Suicide is not even an option.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?

Honestly, no. I lack self-confidence. Especially in love life. Sue me.

5. How many babies do you want?

I think I've said this before in my other survey, I want many kids, so I can make a football team on my own. Haha okay I'm just joking, 3/4 would be enough.

6. Favourite perfume/fragrance?

roxy love & anything that smells good on me.

7. What's your goal for this year?

Believe it or not, I'm actually not going for the straight A's on spm. I do know my limit. I'm aiming for 5 or 6 A's . So mummy have to keep her promise in taking me to Liverpool. InsyAllah.

8. Do you believe in eternity love?

yes. Enough said.

9. What's a perfect partner to you?

someone who would listen to me, and knows how to make me smile. Anyone ?

10. What feeling do you love most?

Happiness never fails to make me smile all the time (:

11. What is your bad habit?

I like to take a bath in the middle of the night. Don't blame me, it is comforting in a weird way.

12. Is there anything you want to tell people that hates you?

fuck off bitch. *middle finger hah okay I hope that's not too rude.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

a big yes.

14. Describe yourself?

I am addicted to shoes, manicures, fashion, fashion photography, football and Torres. Need I say more ? (:

15. What do you crave the most currently?

a pain-killer. This headache is killing me ! And some chocolate chip cookies will do.

16. What's currently on your mind?

Thank god, I have no account tuition tonight.

17. What would you really like to do, like right now?

Sleep, but I don't know why I can't get some sleep.

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?

Only god knows.

19. What do you hate the most?

At this current moment, HEADACHE !

20. Who else do you want to answer these?

Deeya (:

The cemetry is my home, I want to be a part of it.

I went to Bukit Cherakah just now. It was plain tiring. But I will never forget all the moments that we spend together. We got lost so many times, that my feet hurts from cycling for quite a long time. This one time, we have to use this one road up the hill that is so freaking tall so that we can go to the tower. I'm having headaches, most probably because it's hot this morning and I lack mineral water. I had so much fun, laughing with my GP lads. I don't know what I'd do without them.

p/s : kawang-kawang, dah mandi ke belum ? hihi syg korg <3

Everytime i reach for you, you slip through my fingers

Note : Ignore fan-girl ramblings (!)

Oh my god, Oh my god, Oh my god why must you be so dreamy ?
Pa, I want him for my birthday, pleaseee :-D
He looks so freaking yummy, I feel like eating him (!) But I'll have to strip him first.
Ehehehehehehe *wipe drools

If I can have Torres, I'd never think of MA again. To hell with him (!) Hihi but sadly, I can never get him out of my mind. I hate you.