How to Safe a Life - The Fray

Where did I go wrong?

Everything's falling into pieces. I feel so weak that I can barely stand. I don't know what I do that I reach to this point, where I feel so hopeless. I wanted to close my eyes and forget all this - I wish. But I can't.. I read his message on Ma's phone. My heart drops, literally. Love life and family problems. I need a life.

Mushaboom - Feist

Good day, mate ! I skipped school again today because I went to my auntie's house thi smorning to see my grandfather. Then my auntie whips up some 'uberly' delicious food for lunch. A mouth-watering soto, baby ! Haha I'm telling you, if I live with my auntie for 1 weeks, I'll most probably add 10 more kg :-) Around 3, I went straight back home. Took a bath, then at 7.30, my sister and me decided to go to Sunway to shop. I bought a ring at Forever 21,

Wanted to buy a top but my sister asks me to hurry up because she want to drop by at Topshop. She wanted to buy something for her boyfriend and her friend. Then I saw Kelso ! a.k.a abang kerja Topshop. Haha he look at me and said 'mika ?' I was surprised that he remembered me so I nodded. And he helps my sister to pick a shirt. My sister agrees that he's kinda cute, hahaha bongok :-D Anyways, thanks for helping me, abang Topshop ! hihi

I'll be going to Sunway again tomorrow to get that cardigan at Romp and that black heels from some shop at Asian Avenue. And shoot, I'm having my March test next week and I haven't studied anything yet (insert scream) Oh weeeell.

M

O.A.R - Shattered

R bores me to death today. I was really helding myself from sleeping. I can sense that everyone's very sleepy, especially NA. It rained the whole day, from 7 am until 8 am. Then it started raining again around 4. Damn it was chilly.

I was supposed to see MH. But I couldn't make it for some certain reason. I kinda feel bad :-( I didn't go to extra class again today. My main reason to NK is : "Ada tuition lah wa" But tuition class starts at 2.30 pm. Haha

I need to do my homeworks, so I'll update later.

Good day,

M

Whattahecccck ?

I don't know why the heck my eyes feels like they're on fire. Shit (!)

I know I know I know - Tegan & Sara

So hey, what's up ? I've been really busy with school + homeworks + tuitions so haven't got the time to do some blogging around. MA's back from Melbourne so yeay (!) I was supposed to see him today but something came up and I was really bummed out.

I went to tuition and as usual, WA, DH, SJ, AS manage to cheer me up again as always :-) That's what I like going to tuition with them, we'll laugh about something every class.

Haha I went through my classmate's myspace profile just for laughs. It's funny that they're like a world apart in real life and in the web. One of my classmates manage to get on NK's nerve, that girl are always looking at NK. It's scary okay. Moving on, I have to meet R tomorrow, please crack me up with your kelantan accent (!)

Me and the girls like to tease AS. We'll suddenly call his name in the class just to say hi. Then at the science lab, we all will look at him until he noticed. If he look at our way, I will wave at him and said "Hiiiii AS !" Then he'll give me his humble smile. Haha and when he's on his way back home, we all will shout "Byeee AS !" Hihi

I'm not giving up, I will keep on asking MA to meet me again (!) But what if tak jadi lagi ? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA(*pause, breathe)AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !

Haha good day :-)

M

Can you ?

Haven't update for a while eh ? Well I've been busy with school and stuffs. I can somehow relate to this, don't ask me why.

Strange curve round your finger
And I'm the only unfamiliar face
No doubt,
Scream or shout but no one will ever hear your case
It's her in your dreams that I can never be
And if she weren't so perfect,
It would make this all so much easier

Reality unknown, lost, but you've got a nice home,
And it's me in your world that you refuse to see,
If you'd just wake up,
That would be my dream,
And it's her that's gotten your attention,
But baby I'm needing some affection cause it's me here,
And I dont want to disappear from your reality,

You and I,
Stuck in time, a place where we were both so happy,
Been a while since we both were there,
but we're holding on as long as we can be,
It's her in your dreams that i can never be
And if she weren't so perfect,
It would make this all so much easier,
Reality unknown, lost, but you've got a nice home.

- Strange Curve -Haley

Wayfarer

Each night i compromise what i want, what I dont,

Whose by my side, and I can never be alone,

I dream of you while I'm next to him,

In this stale love life I'm living in,

And it's not fair to anyone.

I need to get away if only for today, im playing games.

I call you up, to meet me out,
In the park after dark everybody's out, just us,

And thoughts of this is so bad.

Feels good at first but it's quickly worse,

Now all I think is love's a curse

And why am I always so selfish ?

I need to get away if only for today,

I'm playing games, making mistakes,

Taking this love for granted I have with you today,

But there's tomorrow, and it's left untold,

But you swear I'll always have you to hold.

I need to get away if only for today, im playing games

I see your face and I'm filled with guilt,

From tearing down this love we've built,

But I'm holding on to strings that were left there.

Ill try and sew them back together but I'm afraid that we will never,

Seem the same way as before I was playing these games.

- Making Mistakes by Haley