Delirious !

Blogshop

2010-05-12T07:01:00.001-07:00

Selling some of my heels and clothes at :

http://atriumclothing.blogspot.com/

TUMBLR

2009-11-06T07:00:00.000-08:00

Moving to Tumblr. Might be returning back to Blogspot once in a while.

http://ofringsandshoes.tumblr.com/

#1

2009-11-04T08:11:00.000-08:00

"Then when the cops closed the fair,
I cut my long baby hair,
Stole me a dog-eared map,
And called for you everywhere"

"Have I found you ?"

-Flightless bird, American Mouth

31st October

2009-10-31T09:53:00.000-07:00

30th & 31st October 2009 :

My sister ask him to tag along to our karaoke session. Being the doll he is, he agreed even though he's all worn out. So by the time my sister is singing her heart out, he was trying to not fall asleep.

Then I ask whether he want to go somewhere else since he looks 'uber bored. So he drove around Shah Alam with me babbling around. I took his watch *giggle. And I am so glad that now he looks comfortable around me. He starts to sing in the car (quietly of course, I can barely hear his voice but then I turn my 'super-sensitive-ear' mode on) And he stars making jokes.

I swore at that time I thought hanging out with him was the best birthday present ever (!)

Was supposed to eat some Blueberry Cheese at SR. But something came up so I had to cancel it. He said we'll go eat that cheese cake later :-) Moving on, we (Diyanah, Aidil, Nik & I) planned on going to Kedai Kopi to celebrate my birthday.

As soon as they I arrive, I stepped outside in tears (due to some drama with the family) and they all were shocked. But everything changes when I saw a cake in front of me. Even though it was only a slice of cake, I am touched to know that at least they thought of buying a cake for me.

Nik gave me a rose with a card, Diyanah gave me a mug (which I love because of it's design) and Aidil pays for my meal. Over all, I am superbly happy today, going out with my favorite girls is definitely the highlight of the month :-)

Happy November, People !

p/s : Picture will be posted soon, to tired to even upload them hihi

Serenity

2009-10-29T00:13:00.000-07:00

So here I am now, in my new room in a new house in Section 8. Yes, I am moving from my old house. But it's not official yet, I still live at my old house. The King said that we'll probably move here officially next week. But I'll be sleeping here tomorrow. I came here to do some cleaning around with the maids. Even tho' my new room is a bit smaller than the old one, I am loving it's calm atmosphere. Anyways, some of the guys are coming tomorrow to recite Yassin and such.

I ask Farid whether he's free tomorrow and can he come. I also ask him to bring his friends along. So all hail Farid (!) Okay I need to pee, hold up.

Alright I'm back. My birthday is this Saturday *giggle. I am finally turning 17 ! :D

LIVERPOOL

2009-10-25T09:00:00.000-07:00

Liverpool 2 - Manchester United 0

To those boys who last night said that Liverpool's going to lose (especially Anas),

I TOLD YOU SO !

HAHAHAHA

Numero Uno

2009-10-25T01:13:00.001-07:00

Went to Azani's party last night which was a blast. Danced all night with the girlfriends and with some of the boys. I also had a great time with him. We played pool together and it seems like he is opening up to me :-) Went back home with WA and Farhah sleeping over. They sang a few songs that cracks me up. After WA slept and Farhah went online, I spend the whole night texting with him.

Hangover. My head still hurts -.-

Juneau

2009-10-21T02:43:00.000-07:00

"Tied to the testin' of wills
When my heart breaks and spills
Left to the sight of the sky
In your arms I'm defined

Yet I'm nothing more than a line in your book"

Slow me down

2009-10-20T07:48:00.000-07:00

"Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid-sweet talk, newspaper word cut-outs
Speak no feeling, no I don't believe you
You don't care a bit, you don't care
You don't care a bit"

- Hide and Seek

You got it, you got it, some kind of magic

2009-10-18T07:41:00.000-07:00

It hurts so badly when I find out that after all this while, he's just lying straight to my face. I could not believe that I fall for his words. I don't know if he's just using me to forget her or he wants to play with my feelings.

Everything's falling apart. I don't know who I should turn to.

Salvation

2009-10-16T07:50:00.000-07:00

Heck, that last post was pretty much emo. So to cheer myself up, I went to see the black dress that I bought again. And somehow I see the resemblance with a Givenchy dress that I absolutely love.

Black back panel dress :

The Givenchy dress :

Okay maybe it doesn't look alike at all.

Regret

2009-10-16T07:35:00.000-07:00

After living my live for almost 17 years, I have done many things that I regret. One of them, is rejecting him. Now he is happy with his girlfriend while I am still roaming around alone. Second is breaking up with le ex. He too, is now happy with someone else. If I were to write down all the things that I regret, I couldn't even finish listing until tomorrow.

I saw him at my friend's open house just now. All I could do was just smile at him. I couldn't even came up to him and said hi. I chickened out. Sue me.

But again, like my brother said. His girlfriend is worth killing for, she is just simply drop-dead gorgeous. I have nothing against her.

Silly boy, get out of my space

2009-10-16T04:43:00.000-07:00

SPM is just 32 days away. Which means less time fooling around, more time studying. I decided to start a business in selling clothes. But I will focus more on it after the big examination. In the mean time, I am selling all my pre-loved clothes that I rarely wear or haven't wear at all. I just need to find a good name for the blogshop, then I am set to go.

Currently waiting for these things to arrive :

1. Studded Black Ankle Boot
2. Light Pink and Green Pump Shoes
3. Black Strong-Shoulder Top
4. Military Black Jacket
5. Victoria Secret Body Spray
6. Black Back Panel Dress
7. Leatherette Corset Wedges

Need to get ready, I'm going to a friend's open house. Good day.

Fond

2009-10-12T06:40:00.000-07:00

Favorite accessory? Rings that are to die for. What do you wear when you're down? Loose white top, ripped jeans and any go-go boots. I feel calmer dressing that way. When you're feeling pretty? Never. Favorite designer? Yohji Yamamoto, Karl Lagerfeld and Alexander Wang. Favorite photographer? None. Handbag? Balenciaga's. Jeans? Ripped jeans is addictive. Worst fashion moment? See my pictures 5 years ago hahaha Mom's style? Modest. Three places you'd rather be right now? Germany, London and Sweeden. Your hair? Still wet. Celeb crush? Cole Mohr ! Color? Black. Drink? Mango. Food? Hash Brown. Dream/Goal? Get my diploma in culinary arts and went to do degree in Sweeden at IMI. Dream last night? Hanging out with IK + went to the bakery and cried + drove a car while watching tv = weird much ? Fear? No money left. Where do you want to be in 10 years? Sweeden or monitoring my own restaurant here in Malaysia. Television Shows? The Simpsons, damn right funny.

Fine

2009-10-12T03:02:00.000-07:00

Blogshop buys this month consists of : (1) fuchsia and noir bandage top (2) leather studded vest (3) studded strong-shoulder jacket which is an absolute love.

Ah yes, there's nothing like updating after being on hiatus for a while. Haven't do anything much these past few weeks. Except I have finally have the guts to try making a apple pie. I also decided to use the pie crust that I have created rather than using the ready-made one. I am pretty much happy with the result.

Currently waiting for a flowery cardigan, a strong-shoulder black top and this baby to arrive :

I AM SO EXCITEEEEED !

Might be going to Times Square tomorrow for a project that me and Liyana came up with. Will tell you more about it soon :-)

What a sad, sad day

2009-10-05T09:32:00.000-07:00

Having your brother messaging you in the middle of the night saying 'Liverpool lost !', having Ariff Shah whispering to your ears 'what happen to Liverpool ?' followed by his annoying laugh, having Anep calling you from the nasi lemak stall to his table just to remind you how painful it is after Liverpool lost against Chelsea, you can now declare that this is far-by, the saddest day of your life.

HOW COULD YOU KOPS FUCKING LOST TO THE BLUES ? *WEEPS

one, two, three

2009-09-30T03:44:00.000-07:00

you're breaking me apart.

Hump

2009-09-30T03:40:00.000-07:00

Herve Leger vivien cutout bandage dress

This is love (!)

Rob

2009-09-28T22:47:00.000-07:00

IK, I really like you.

25/9/2009

2009-09-26T23:22:00.000-07:00

The King & Queen tag all of us to Subang Parade to eat some 'Nasi Padang' since it has been our family's favorite. Trust me, if you followed our trip to Bandung, we will eat Nasi Padang every single day (:

After that I decided to drop by at Dessert Bar since I am craving for something sweet. Ordered a Banana Stack and a mouth-watering chocolate fondue.

Shoegasm :

Bought that silvery-bronze fish bone peep toe last Friday (it's next to the bondage heels and under that YSL inspired cage boot) This peep toe is currently my favorite since it is 10 times more comfy than my red platforms. I can jump and run around with it (!)

Word

2009-09-25T19:26:00.000-07:00

Don't fucking use me to forget your fucking ex-girlfriend.

You know who you are.

Weeping

2009-09-24T21:17:00.000-07:00

What I wore last Wednesday :

Went to Pavillion to do some shopping. Scored a few tops and rings. Also having a bad hair day. Oh the bliss (!) Then decided to go to Sunway since I'm not entirely satisfied shopping at Pavi. Saw some familiar faces there, exchange a few hugs and kisses (:

What I wore last Thursday :

The Brother wants to buy a headphone, so we headed to Sunway (again, which is a total bore now) But we spent most of the time eating than shopping. Kenny's muffin is to die for (!)

p/s : I am never the one to believe those 'if you often wear high heels, your back will hurt' But now, I am experiencing it. Last Wednesday, as soon as I stepped out of those red platforms, my back starts to hurt and it felt like it were stretched. Wearing platforms is an absolute guilty pleasure.

Eid

2009-09-23T09:06:00.000-07:00

Since it's Raya and everyone went shopping to buy new things to wear, I decided to give myself something special. By burning my finger up ! *laughs

Okay I lied, it was an accident actually. Yesterday I was doing some cooking using a wok with a spatula. I do realize that since yesterday's morning things kept falling out of my hand. Daydreaming much (!) So while I was cooking, something came up into my mind and I didn't realize that the spatula is slowly sliding out of my hand.

Blame my stupid reflex action, I quickly went and grab it. But I actually grab the spatula's part where it is so freaking hot and a few streaks of oil can still be seen on it. And no, I did not scream or cry from the pain. I just laughed at my clumsiness. Then The Queen told me to put some butter and honey on it since she once read on the magazine that those are great for burn marks.

I end up licking the honey :-) It is so painful whenever I washed it. But I don't know why I kind of like the pain. Yes, weird. When I woke up, something appears on my finger. Here :

Can you see it ? The mark on my stucked-out finger. So comel *laughs

p/s : I'm telling you, Nazam. It's bad okay (!) And you say it's not that bad haha

18/9/2009

2009-09-18T03:02:00.000-07:00

BACKSTAGE

Yummy Loubs boots (!)

3.1 PHILLIP LIM SPRING 2010 RTW

I only picked my top three favorite garment this time. Is it me, or his design this time is a bit boring ? But kudos for those perfectly constructed pants.

Zidane

2009-09-17T02:22:00.000-07:00

Y-3 NYFW 2010 (Backstage)

His collection pretty much consists of nets which I absolutely adore. Yohji Yamamoto is definitely a genius in creating a gym class attire. Enough said.

16/9/2009

2009-09-15T23:58:00.000-07:00

Vera Wang

Single

2009-09-15T23:52:00.000-07:00

Finished my last trial exam today. Which means, Raya *insert girly scream. Anyways, Nazam left for Leeds University last night. He'll be back 5 more years. Yes, it's that long. Who knows by that time I am already married with 2 childrens ? Hah. I'll miss Nazam for sure. Since trials is over, I can finally spend some quality time browsing through NYFW Spring 2010 RTW. I'll be posting which garments that attracts me.

You'll never walk alone

2009-09-12T08:54:00.000-07:00

ALL HAIL BENAYOUN ! He's definitely on fire today :D 3 goals in one game. Now that's what I'm talking about.

Wonderful world

2009-09-11T01:12:00.000-07:00

Denim jacket, ripped jeans, black strappy wedges, Liverpool t-shirt ♥

Today have been a very good day :

1. Only Maths & Addmaths paper left.
2. They send my Liverpool t-shirt and wedges.
3. Went to grab my denims.
4. Get my Satria back from my sister.

Driving to section 13 after this to buy some food for breaking fast.

Hungry hungry hungry, need food need food need food

New York Fashion Week

2009-09-10T03:49:00.000-07:00

Is starting soon, I really can't wait to see what Yohji Yamamoto and Phillip Lim came up with (!) And yes, I have moved on from having a girly crush on Balmain. Because Myra's right. Decarnin's design is everywhere now. Even Madonna wears his black mini dress.

Count with me

2009-09-09T23:52:00.000-07:00

Perdagangan does not hate me as much as Account did.
I can do some of the questions, so all hail the God (!)
Finally have the guts to buy a harem pants.
Also ordered a pair of shoes.
Too lazy to pick my denim jacket and ripped pants at Pos Laju.
Damn it why must they send it when I am not at home ?
Sheeesh *mumble mumble

Beat

2009-09-08T05:00:00.000-07:00

Aggy is so pretty, I'm willing to turn Lesbian for her.

I'm guessing Accounts must really hate me.
Out of 5 questions, I manage to do one of them confidently.
While the other 4 leave me dumbfounded.
After the first hour, I end up staring blankly at the examination paper.
Around 12.15, I decided to continue having wet dreams about Torres at home,
Before I start to drool out of nowhere.

p/s : The King & Queen - Haji in Makkah from 17/11/2009 - 3/12/2009. I am sad for their absence while I am facing SPM. After all, I'll face SPM once in my lifetime (unless I screwed up). But then The Queen always dreamt of doing her haji, so let's think of it this way :

The Queen + Haji = Extremely happy = More money + New Shoes

'Hidup mesti pandai main'

Caffeine is a friend

2009-09-07T08:03:00.000-07:00

Having my account SPM trial tomorrow.
Scared shitless since me + accounts = oil + water.
I am stressed, trying to study this godsend subject.
Stopped for a bit to make some more coffee.
Wish me luck for tomorrow.

xx

English Trial Paper

2009-09-02T23:40:00.000-07:00

Q : Describe a person you cannot forget

A : Karl Lagerfeld

So I decided to write about Karl Lagerfeld, the world's most famous fashion designer.
As soon as I saw the question, his name popped inside my head.
Idea rolls in the whole time I was writing.
Manage to finish an essay without any hassle.

THANK YOU KARL !

Good morning, sleepyhead

2009-09-02T03:39:00.000-07:00

Liverpool kick Bolton's arse hard.
The camera focus on Torres (Mcsexy) most of the time.
What is Carragher wearing ?
A scary looking defender with nice hair.. yummy.
Reina looking good in yellow.
A very persistent Lucas (sporting that cute haircut)
Gerrard finally scores <-- that truly made my day.

p/s : Haven't update in a while. Been busy with ... heck I don't even know.
I spend most of my time sleeping now.
Ah yes, hibernating till Eid.

Calender Girl

2009-08-27T02:07:00.000-07:00

This is what you get after cooking the whole weekend and was bored to death :

Ignore the post-cooking expression. Is that a pair of eyebags ? Dang =.=

All time favorite platform due to its comfiness (:
Am thinking of entering Fantasy Football but I am also having some second thoughts. Shahmi have been telling me lots of time to just create an account. I'm too lazyyyy plus if I were to have an account right now, I'll most probably use mostly Liverpool's player. Since they started rough this season, I won't be getting much points. But entering it sounds fun.

Liverpool

2009-08-26T23:22:00.000-07:00

Liverpool's lost against Aston Villa is worth crying for :'( Benitez is starting to blame Gerrard for losing. Poor Gerrard. Never mind Liverpool, there is still lots of time to catch up ! :D

What I bake today :

Strawberry with grapes fresh cream Triffle
I know it looks ugly *weeps

But I can guarantee you that this is definitely a winner (: The recipe calls for a vanilla chiffon cake as the base but I use cappuccino flavored one. So there's a hint of coffee in this triffle. Also whips up some fruit salad for breaking fast today. God willing, I'll be making caramel pudding tomorrow.

While some is busy studying for SPM trial next week, I was busy trying to bake a perfect souffle. Tried making it once and I failed, miserably. I need some pointers in making one.

Why, hello there gorgeous

2009-08-26T06:20:00.000-07:00

If some of you are wondering, yes. I'll be having my SPM trials next week. But so far I only studied Maths & Science. Blame my lazy arse. Am having some thoughts about studying at the library. Who's kind enough to go there with me ? Pleaseeeeeee :'(

p/s : Suddenly starts to reminisce about Ramadhan 2 years ago. Which consists of me going to the library, went to mall with Adid and the other guys after tuition class, seeing the ex almost everyday, went into zombie-mode at school and PMR. Life well spent (!)

Food

2009-08-24T23:15:00.000-07:00

What I bake last Sunday :

Bread pudding with Vanilla sauce (:

This month's baking list :
~~Bread pudding~~
~~Cornflakes biscuits~~
Strawberry Fresh Cream Triffle
Lime Blueberry Tiramisu
Strawberry Shortcake
Apple Pie
Brownie Pudding

Laugh

2009-08-22T23:39:00.000-07:00

It's funny how your own mother didn't even want to help you even though you are always there for her.

Yeah, life's good.

Paradise

2009-08-22T22:02:00.000-07:00

Self-centric

2009-08-22T05:23:00.000-07:00

Shoe porn

2009-08-22T05:17:00.000-07:00

Pack #2 :

Ramadhan

2009-08-22T05:09:00.000-07:00

I went to Masjid Shah Alam last night to perform Terawih. Saw many familiar faces such as Mey and Achik. Drop by at Kopitiam Section 9 to have dinner with the family. Went back home and find out that I can't even fast today due to my PMS *sighs

Happy Ramadhan, people ! :D

Pack #1

2009-08-21T03:54:00.000-07:00

A shoe I bought online arrived just now ♥

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Listening

2009-08-21T03:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday I woke up around 8.30 to accompany The queen to buy the ingredients to cook mee curry for Diyanah and the others. Started cooking around 9.30. And yes, I am the one who cook yesterday. The queen just help with preparing the ingredients :D At 1.10pm, I leave my house to pick Diyanah and WA at school.

After that we hang around my house. Awaina came soon after. We did something that I will defenitely remember forever. Especially what Diyanah said. Haha. Then we all eat the mee curry and Awaina, being the dear she is, told me that it's delicious. I love you b <3

Arif Shah and Sira came around 6. Then Arif sent WA back home after he's done eating. He's doing a surprise party for his girlfriend, Alia today. Hopefully it went well :D At 6.15, Hasif and Bob arrived. So me and Awaina watch them eat while we all talk and make some jokes. I miss hanging out with them !

They all leave when it's 7pm. Cleaned the kitchen before The queen went into berserk mode. Went upstairs and Fatnad called. She's coming over for a while. Bring her straight to my room and I told her all the new stories. She went back home at 9pm. What a day !

Laugh out loud

2009-08-19T19:27:00.000-07:00

Liverpool effin' win last night ! I was screaming with joy when Torres scored last night (: Liverpool's back on track baby !

To that kampung & ulu hater, if you are reading this, HIIIII ! Guess handbag ? Pfft. If you buy a Louis Vuitton handbag using YOUR own money, then I'll be impressed. What's the point of bragging that you own a RM500 Guess bag if you didn't use your own money ? What ? You want to fight more ? Sure, talk bad about me and my friends, call us 'makcik kampung'. I think everyone can see clearly now who's the real 'makcik kampung' is.

Mari Berblog Dalam Bahasa Melayu

2009-08-19T08:04:00.000-07:00

Sudah lama tidak menulis di blog menggunakan bahasa melayu. Jadi pada hari ini saya ingin menulis menggunakan bahasa ibunda. Tiba-tiba saya tergerak untuk mengemas bilik yang bagaikan tongkang pecah ini. Marilah melihat bilik saya yang tidak seberapa ini setelah dikemas dengan penat lelah dan penuh iktizam (betul ke eja ni -.- hahaha)

rak baju yang hanya diisi dengan baju berlengan pendek atau tidak berlengan. Baju berlengan panjang telah digantung dengan rapi di dalam almari yang juga diisi dengan baju-baju kasual (okay helding myself from laughing now) Jika anda dapat melihat dengan teliti, lihat pada baju yang tergantung paling kiri dan paling atas, ia adalah gaun vintaj (is this right ? XD) yang dibeli pada sahabat handai, Diyanah. Atau nama samarannya Roy Rempitz Crew (okay this is a joke haha). Saya hanya pernah memakai gaun ini sekali sahaja ke luar rumah. Jika ada sesiapa yang ingin membelinya, sila beritahu saya.

Almari kasut yang saya pasti, anda semua sudah bosan melihatnya. Tetapi saya amat kagum dengan diri saya sendiri untuk menjadikannya kemas untuk beberapa hari ini. Sementara hendak menunggu sepatu-sepatu baru untuk tiba, saya meletakkan kotak-kotak kasut dan juga tas tangan di situ. Tiba-tiba tersesat pula kotak Twister kepunyaan Ili Zahirah.

Katil yang memang agak jarang dikemaskan kerana masa yang digunakan untuk tidur di atas katil ini sangat lama. Tidak ada masa untuk mengemasnya. Maaf lah. Jika anda berfikir 'banyaknya pink, tak sakit mata ke ?', baru lah PiNkY gUrLzzzzzzz. Lihat, telefon bimbit saya juga ingin 'interframe'. Saya tidak pernah menangkap gambarnya, katanya.

Bulletin kasut yang sering ditukar gambarnya. Kebanyakkan gambar di ambil dari majalah kegemaran : Harper's Bazaar. Sepatu ini semuanya berharga lebih dari 1 ribu. Boleh dikatakan bahawa semua sepatu ini adalah sepatu idaman. Teringin rasa di hati untuk membeli kasut Hermes yang berharga RM22,450. Mimpi je lah. Kerja 20 tahun nanti baru dapat.

Meja solek yang juga, dipenuhi dengan warna merah jambu. Saya bukan lah peminat warna yang sungguh keperempuanan ini, tetapi kebanyakkan barang yang dibeli adalah berwarna merah jambu. Seperti orang barat mengatakan, 'coincidence'. Lihat pada kotak hitam itu. Di dalamnya mempunyai harta karun yang lanun-lanun seperti Jack Sparrow mencari. Heh, tipu je. Hanya terdapat beberapa jam yang amat disayangi di dalamnya. Nak curi ? Langkah mayat saya dahulu.

Anda cuba lihat kepada paling kanan dan atas. Nampak kertas yang tertulis 'so much, sayaang ! -your gilf' Tidak, saya bukan lesbian, saya tidak mempunyai seorang teman wanita yang menulis ayat tersebut. Dan ya, itu tulisan saya. Ingin memberi kepada bekas kekasih, tetapi tidak sempat. Cinta kami terputus di tengah jalan.

Gelang-gelangan dan cincin-cincinan. Oleh kerana saya selalu menghilangkan aksesori ini, maka saya menyumbatkan semuanya di dalam suatu bekas. Mari ramai-ramai membaca Al-Fatihah kepada cincin-cincin saya yang telah hilang. Al-Fatihah.

Meja belajar yang tidak pernah digunakan. Diletakkan di dalam bilik hanya ingin mencukupkan syarat. Sunggu bersepah meja ini. Maaflah, jika hal-hal mengemas bilik ini saya memang berat tulang. Tetapi jika hal-hal dapur atau memasak, sila lah panggil saya. Dalam meniliti gambar ini, saya terlihat akan nover Breaking Dawn kepunyaan Shidy. Bila lah saya ingin memulangkannya. Oh, terdapat juga diari harian yang sudah lama tidak .. (update in bm apa eh ? -.-) ... diperbaharui.

Tidak lupa juga kepada pewangi bilik berbau epal yang baru dibeli ini. Sungguh comel bekasnya, rasa seperti ingin makan. Jika hendak mati kerana cinta tidak dibalas lagi lah kan.

Katil yang dihiasi dengan lampu lip-lap yang dibeli di Metrojaya Sale. Hanya berharga RM10. Niat di dalam hati adalah untuk menghiasi katil dengan melilit lampu ini. Dengan harapan untuk mencipta suasana romantik agar senang untuk tidur. Tetapi sekarang katil saya kelihatan seperti pokok krismas yang gian dihiasi oleh kanak-kanak hingusan.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA !
okay go to my checklist :

1. Write blog in bm (CHECK !)
2. Do a Vlog
3. Celebrate Liverpool winning EPL on blog

Hahaha :D

Crazy

2009-08-18T22:07:00.000-07:00

Sneak out of school with my friends after recess. Was bored to death while listening to Afidah rambling about Sejarah the whole 1 hours ++ before recess. All 8 of us cram inside Wawa's car and she drove to a friend's house. Watched 17 Again and I called The Queen around 12 and ask her to pick me up since I'm sleepy and hungry. The Queen, as always is fine with me sneaking out of school.

She said why bother staying at school when you're so freaking tired or bored ? You can sleep peacefully at home. I'm not going to school tomorrow. Wanted to help The Queen cooking curry mee because Diyanah is coming over.

Anyways, do catch Liverpool's game against Stoke City tomorrow morning at 3 am. Support Liverpool for me okay ? Can't wait to see it !

LONG LIVE LIVERPOOL !

I caught myself

2009-08-18T05:54:00.001-07:00

Was hungry, and there's no food. So I cooked dinner. A simple spaghetti with button mushroom, garlic and chicken pieces. I think that The Queen feels guilty since she rarely cook nowadays so she cleans the kitchen after I'm done cooking. Which was supposed to be my job. So yeah, continue eating and drink a glass of orange juice.

Oh uh, my left eye's itchy again *sighs

So gay kan ? Yet so cute (: Haha anyone who can guess who these guys are will get rm 1 ! Hihi

My love

2009-08-18T02:39:00.000-07:00

I looked through a friend's book about cupcakes at school just now. Took a few recipes and decided to try them. So I whip up some chocolate chip cupcakes. The recipe calls for 200g of chocolate chips. But being the chocolate addict I am, I added 300g instead. Will bring them to school tomorrow. Planning to give them to my friends.

Chocolate chips cuppies :

To my schoolmates : If nak this cupcakes, tmrw if you saw me at school then do ask some okay ? I'll be bringing 14 of them (:

say whaaat ?

2009-08-17T15:43:00.000-07:00

I had a dream last night that I was in Anfield, watching Liverpool play. Everything's going smooth until I saw Agger kissing Carragher 0.o

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Teheee

2009-08-17T03:13:00.000-07:00

I know I said to myself, no more shopping. But I can't help myself from buying more shoes. Err .. I think it's fine since I won't be shopping around when SPM is near.

Ordered these in black. Since it's a pre-order shoe, I won't be getting this baby yet. Maybe in another few months. Urgh

Already paid for this oxford baby, can't wait for them to send it to me (:

Shizzle ma dizzle

2009-08-16T15:35:00.000-07:00

Tottenham 2 - Liverpool 1

Yes, Liverpool lost. Last night was tiring, I was hungry and I decide to cook something up. Followed by drinking a yummy apple juice with aloe vera bits. Watch Manchester United's game while waiting for Liverpool's game to start. To my horror, Liverpool lost. If you were there beside me you would most probably hear me cursing through the whole game.

Never mind all that, hopefully they'll win against Stoke City. 20 more minutes until I'm going to school. Just took my shower. And for the second time this year, I'm using hot water since I'm not very fond of them. Stepped into my room and feel like I'm freezing to death. Who the heck change the aircond's temperature to 16 degrees ?! Oh that was me.. Hah !

p/s : Long live Gerrard !

Tumbling down ,

2009-08-16T04:23:00.000-07:00

Shad called saying that he's around Shah Alam so he wondered if we could hang around a bit. I was literally shouting and jumping around because I was so happy that I can see him again. He picked me up around 3.30 pm. It was raining so heavily that time, so I do think that tomorrow I'll be having a flu.

We head to DE section 13. Haven't went there for a while. Ordered kuew teow goreng. While he just drank some coke. Talked with him a lot. I told him everything that happens to me and he did the same. Zhafran joined us after a short while.

After that we decided to just drove around Shah Alam. Stopped by at Burger King to buy a black pepper burger for me since I am still hungry. (I'm on my pre-pms so that pretty much explains the whole eating like a pig thingy)

Shad sent me home and he did something that makes me smile. Hihi I miss him already.

Project #1 :

Done ! I only put the shoes that I take very good care of here. Why in the world should I put my flip flops here kan *laughs

Project #2 consists of me finding my shoes that went M.I.A.

Food

2009-08-16T03:56:00.000-07:00

What I wore yesterday :

Went to Pavillion yesterday with the family. The King wanted to buy something at Starhill, while The Queen opted to buy a new handbag. This high heel, is also painful to wear. But the pain is not as bad as the cage boot. Saw Walter and that girl. I was a bit pissed off with the fact that they are going out together.

The King wanted to eat at T.G.I Friday so here is what we order (if you are very hungry, do skip this part okay haha) :

Mine

Mac and cheese, damn right delicious !

The yummy dessert, ordered 2 plates of these

What's left after not more than 3 minutes haha

Then I went to buy a clutch and some bangle at Forever 21. Didn't bought any tops there because I can't find anything that attracts me.

Camwhored outside Pavilion

I look ... fat. But who gives a shit. Heh. Get back home around 4.30. Stop by at a furniture shop near Hakim. Bought a shoe shelve for myself :-) After that my brother wanted to shop at OU so I went there with him.

He bought a suit and a few jeans to pair it with. Walked into Pull and bear. Saw this leather jacket and I instantly fall in love with it. I also buy a simple black flip flop that I have been looking for. I now declare, no more shopping this month ! I'm broke.

Leather jacket, white knit top ; Pull and Bear. Pink top ; Topshop. Yellow babydoll top ; Promod.

Most of the things that I bought is on sale, so I don't really feel bad paying for them. Tho' I do wish that the leather jacket is on sale. Come on, at least 10% off ! But no. Have to pay by it's fixed price. Hmph benci.

p/s : Just to make things clear, I eat like a pig. I'm sure the king regrets bringing me to this world whenever he have to pay the bill. Haha

3 more days

2009-08-13T18:21:00.000-07:00

Premier League is starting soon, really can't wait ! Be sure to catch Liverpool's game against Tottenham this sunday (:

All hail Torres, Gerarrd, Agger, Kuyt and ~~Alonso~~ !

Liverpool vs. Tottenham (16 August)
Liverpool vs. Stoke City (19 August)
Liverpool vs. Aston Villa (24 August)

♥

I want Torres for dessert

2009-08-13T06:36:00.000-07:00

What I wore today :

Again, ignore the crappy face. I can't control my face. Sue me.

Skipped school because the queen wanted to go shopping with me and my sisters. A so-called girls day out. I have to say, I do enjoy it. Anyways, I went straight to Aldo to check some platforms or wedges. I came across this one black cut-outs high heels. I instantly fall in love with it. The queen being the generous person she is, told me to get it even though at first she highly disagree of me buying that high heels.

After that we headed to La Senza and so on. Before we left, I wanted to go to Asian Avenue, to see if there's any new shoes on sale at the shop where I always go to. But then Aboon said that the new shoes will most probably arrive on Sunday.

But I decided to buy this blue platform which I had my eyes on last week and a red cross body bag. Tomorrow I'm heading out with my sister. Maybe to IKEA to find some shelves to store my growing shoe collection.

Shoegasm ! :

P/S : Am still mourning over Alonso transferring to Real Madrid. I only have one of my sex god in Liverpool :'( WHY ALONSO, WHYYYY ?!

You'll never walk alone

2009-08-11T05:40:00.000-07:00

Murtad Liverpool kejap *giggles

Yes, I am wearing tudung at school. And no, that bag is not mine. It belongs to Awaina's boy. I borrowed it for a short while, just to walk around with it making people think that I am a Manchester United's fan. But my friends know me best. They were like 'You bukan Liverpool ke ?'

I secretly liked this bag because it is so light, unlike my schoolbag which is also heavy when it is completely empty. Suddenly I remembered about the whole Manchester United winning EPL last season. Okay I can burn this bag now.

Da dum

2009-08-11T00:18:00.000-07:00

"Looking good baby, Looking good !"

Decided to try Starbucks' Espresso Tiramitsu, which has this weird taste but inviting at the same time. They sprinkle lots of espresso powder on top of it. But it was a bad move to indulge it. I cannot even sleep last night. Because of the freaking caffeine in the tiramitsu.

Around 2.30 in the morning, I decided to whip up some chocolate brownies. Since I'm not fond of nuts, I did not put any. I bring some of it for my friends and they liked it. Promised to bring more of them for Awaina.

Love thy shoes

2009-08-09T05:04:00.000-07:00

What I wore today :

Please do ignore the face. Second time out wearing this Yves Saint Laurent cage boot-inspired high heels. After 3 hours walking with it, I now declare that by far, this is the most painful heels to wear. ALL of my toes hurts like hell. Nice one.

I manage to buy :

Gwin red wooden platform from Aldo. My first 5-inch (:

Grey brouges

White V-neck , cream lace top and studded bangle from FOREVER 21.

I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired, My feet hurts like hell, My feet hurts like hell, My feet hurts like hell, I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm ti- mm hot coco. Yum !

Sprinkle the joy

2009-08-08T07:12:00.000-07:00

Currently having those depression attack again. Everything feels wrong. I don't even grin sheepishly when I ordered a signature hot chocolate. I don't even flinch when the hot chocolate seems to hot for my tongue to handle. I don't even want to smile whenever I see adorable children. What I feel like doing is kicking those annoying kids who kept running around mall and screaming like life's perfect. You ain't see nothing yet, enjoy while you can, kid. I shall go and take a long bath, just to calm myself. Then spend a sitting-in-the-dark-listening-to-emo-songs. Yes, I am cliche. Sue me.

Uppercut

2009-08-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

Source : Jak&Jil
Balmain's famous cult-peaked shoulder jacket. Orgasmic !

My skill lies in eating

2009-08-06T04:13:00.000-07:00

This taste so much like the one in London ! I was literally smiling the whole time while I eat this. The only difference is they roast the chicken there. I miss London *weeps

Drank another round of a blissful signature hot chocolate. Almost burnt my tongue since patience has never been one of my virtue. Going to school tomorrow. Oh the joy.

Hamlet

2009-08-05T07:44:00.000-07:00

Signature hot chocolate ; simply a sip of heaven.

p/s : Still not feeling well, might not go to school tomorrow.

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day ?

2009-08-05T00:37:00.000-07:00

source : jak&jil
Yves Saint Laurent's Cage Boot, My love for thee shall not fade (!)

Seth is being such a doll today. He ask me whether I have recovered from my flu. Then after recess he saw me walking under the rain. He went up to me and said that I'm still having a slight fever, I should not walk under the rain. That, truly made my day. At least someone still care about me.

Crack

2009-08-04T05:55:00.000-07:00

Georgia's glossary :

First former : Kids about eleven/twelve who have just started "big" school. They have shiny innocent faces - very tempting to slap.

Taken from Angus, thongs and full-frontal snogging.

Stop and Stare

2009-08-04T05:41:00.000-07:00

Having a slight fever. And no, it's not h1n1. Pills are an absolute godsend right now. But it took a while to stop this never ending flu. I hate being sick.

I'm not a piece of a one night stand

2009-08-03T03:26:00.000-07:00

Shimmer powder

2009-08-03T03:17:00.000-07:00

Vintage black dress, Pink ruffled top ; FOREVER 21, Brown Cross Body Bag ; Asian Avenue, Trick Lace up Plimsole; Topshop

Don't hold back

2009-07-28T07:20:00.000-07:00

Last night was horrifying, I saw him walking away without even saying goodbye. He look at me in the eyes with those piercing stare and turn away. The smug on his face slowly disappear. I see myself trying to trace his steps. Trying to catch up with him. But it feels like something is pulling me back. Then I can no longer sense his presence. I saw a knife, and stab myself with it. The knife felt cold as I feel my blood gushing out. Then I can only see red, nothing else.

it was a suicidal dream

New Love

2009-07-26T00:40:00.001-07:00

Ditto

2009-07-25T22:50:00.000-07:00

Went shopping yesterday at Sunway. Bump onto Fir and his friends. Walk straight into Forever 21 and saw Leng with Emi. Saw Nik and have our squealing and hugging session for a few minutes. Bid farewell to Nik and went to buy her birthday present. Got back home around 7.

Since it's been a while since me and my siblings eat at William's, so we decided to have our dinner there. Ordered the regulars, the mouth-watering 'chicken premium' and my brother decided to have his spagetthi bolognaise. Not forgetting their Mango Special. AAAH I'm hungry again -.-

This week's buy :

Fuchsia woven top, Leopard knit top, RVCA inspired top ; FOREVER 21, Black and red t-shirt ; Dorothy Perkins

23/7/2009

2009-07-25T21:56:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, budak kecik (:

I love you, Nik Anis

Snake

2009-07-18T23:39:00.000-07:00

I feel down last night. So I called the savior, Shad. It's a good thing that he and Fareq is nearby so they came to see me. Since it's 3 am, I have to literally sneak out (it's easier now since my guard when back to Nepal) but end up hanging with them in front of the house. Told them everything and being the weakling I am, I cried. Shad kept saying 'It's not your fault' over and over again. While Fareq told me frequently : 'You didn't do anything wrong pun' Then he borrowed Shad's car to buy some tic tac to cheer me up.

They went back home around 4.30 because I want to sleep and to calm myself down. Bid farewell to them and slowly creeps in. Get inside my room and just lie on my bed. Truth be told, I am still sad.

I never want it to be this way.

The comeback

2009-07-18T09:25:00.001-07:00

stfu bitch, you're giving me headaches.

okay now I feel like crying.

Christian Audigier

2009-07-18T08:58:00.000-07:00

Nazam bought this t-shirt at Ed Hardy for me haha :-D But it costs RM436.00. I feel so fucking guilty -.- But he said that this t-shirt is for my birthday present since he'll be studying at Leeds for five years. So 1 present for 5 birthdays hihi

THANK YOU NAZAM !
my life is complete now, I can die peacefully haha

Anywaysss, the photoshoot just now was great. They're a bunch of funny people so yeah I do enjoy myself (: I'll update and upload more pictures soon. I'm tired heh -.-

Angst remedy

2009-07-17T07:16:00.000-07:00

ROFL (!)

Dang it !

2009-07-17T04:11:00.000-07:00

Just got back from going out with Fatnad. Fetch Luqeey at section 9 then went to BK. Hang around a bit, and Luqeey tells us about his girlfriend's (Anisss) gift to him for their anniversary. Okay sumpah sweet :-D You're lucky to have her, so take very good care of her tau ! (: After that Fatnad drove to section 12. I was in a very good mood but then a certain someone have to come and ruin it. Sheessh you're such a pain in the arse.

Okay I look weird but then my hair looks long so yeah haha :D Anyways I'm going to help Fatnad to take pictures of her classmates tomorrow. So expect a long busy day. I'll update more soon (:

(:

2009-07-16T04:39:00.000-07:00

Yeaaaaay Shad have a blogspot now (!)
check him out okay (:

http://straying-thoughts.blogspot.com/

Drool

2009-07-16T00:01:00.000-07:00

Move over, Fairlady Z and Skyline GTR (!) My new dream car, a simple Volvo C30 :-D

So comel haha I'm sure The queen won't approve this car because as you can see, it only has 2 door. But the king manage to get away in buying his Brabus Mercedes SLK haha :-D If I were to get this car, I want it to be like this :

Ice white exterior. With a Scotia 7" x 17" Alloy Wheels and Offblack seats with red interior. Aaaaa sumpah I want this car (!) But it's expensive. The price is really not worth it. But my mission in finding a soon-to-be-rich-ass-pilot-husband starts now ! So he can buy me this car haha

Breakfast

2009-07-13T22:56:00.000-07:00

Pancakes with butter, mapple syrup and bananas.

FOOD IS GOOD

2009-07-13T07:39:00.000-07:00

31/10/2008
This, I miss.

&

2009-07-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

Okay finally dh dpt control my face, I don't look like I'm on drugs anymoreee (!) a bit lah kan actually haha

Went dinner with the family last Saturday night, have some business filled conversation with the king. Yes, business. I need to start looking for a way to keep the money rolling all year around. I do believe that I have an interesting affair with money. Based on that, I know that the king's blood runs through my veins. He spend most of his money on cars and we also have something else in common, we love to splurge on clothes. Haha :-D

The king is a shopaholic (!) He shops more than I do, I feel like stealing his shoes and sell them. Then I'll use the money to shop at Ed Hardy ehehehehe .. Okay dah snap out of it.

I have been chatting with this one guy. And after a few week, I find out that he is actually my brother's friend from the olden days. I used to have a crush on Aqmar, his little brother HAHA :-D Nazam, if you're reading this, hiiiiii !

I have addmaths class tomorrow. You can always, I repeat, always see this guy sleeping at least once a day in class.

Woi bangun laaa, spm ! haha

I'm sorry

2009-07-12T15:41:00.000-07:00

It all happened so quickly, I saw Jun running towards the streets to play with my sister. The next few seconds, my sister started to scream 'Jun gets hit by a car !' My heart stops beating. I was shaking, and I ran upstairs to call the queen. She was shocked, I feel so suffocate. I didn't want to see Jun's body as I hid in the kitchen. I feel my eyes watering and at the same time I hear my sister crying her heart out.

The queen was trying to appear strong in front of us, she didn't cry even though I know she loves Jun dearly. The queen rushed to see Jun and she said that Jun's body is still in a good condition, it's just that blood is oozing out of her mouth. But she is already dead. Two guys in the car who ran over Jun offered to bury her in front of my house. I can see it in their face that they're guilty as ever.

After she was buried, I stepped outside. Those two guys apologized to me. A part of me wanted to just shout 'can't you drive properly ?!' but another part of me says 'you know what ? it happened, there's nothing I can do' I smiled at them and said 'it's okay'.

After they left, I walk slowly to where they ran over Jun. Blood is everywhere, I choked. She is just a kitten, the way she died is simply heart-breaking. I regret the moment where I ignored her, when she wanted to play around with me. I will miss how she would look at me with her big, bright yellow cat eyes.

I'm sorry for everything, Jun. I love you ;-(

1 year and still going strong

2009-07-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

Happy Anniversary, Nad and Nas ! I'll pray that you guys last long, until you guys get married and have childrens and grandchildrens and such :-)

Team Nad and Nas all the way (!)

2

2009-07-08T02:33:00.000-07:00

Christian Dior, FALL COUTURE 2009

Love the design, hate the background.

1

2009-07-08T01:54:00.000-07:00

Yves Saint Laurent, RESORT 2010

The Fall Couture 2009 is up (!)

The wind blows

2009-07-04T04:59:00.000-07:00

GO

2009-07-03T10:24:00.000-07:00

GO D*STARZ !

Good luck, Anis and Deeya, do your best okay, I'll be rooting for you two ! :-D

Who Knew ?

2009-07-03T09:58:00.000-07:00

Guess what, almost the whole gang is going to PLKN. Me, Ili, Awateef, Nik, Sira, Faris, Faza and that guy. It was fun at school today despite the fact that Ili and Awateef is absent :-( Like in maths, Winifred sat at the teacher's chair and started to ignore the class. So some of us took the chance to walk around, especially Syamiel. He went to talk to Asyraf behind me. Then Winifred notice that everyone is like forgetting the fact that she is still there.

So she said out loud as she look at Syamiel ; 'If nak bagus math, lps cikgu mengajar tu kena terus buat latihan.' Syameil look at her and just replied 'Oh.' Then he kept on talking to Asyraf haha :-)

Then on recess, Chip showed us a video of this one form 4 girl shuffling. They all said that she's a new student from Perlis. Me, Aidil, Awaina and Faris laughs a lot while we're watching the video. Since Naeim said that seeing that girl shuffling in real life is absolute humor, we decided to call her and ask whether she don't mind showing her move to us.

Faris have a better idea, he wanted to challenge her in shuffle HAHA but I'm not sure whether he's serious or not. I think he's not. Chip warned us to not laugh at her face or she'll stop shuffling. So when she walk our way, I hug Didiy, look at the opposite way and laugh my heart out. That girl said that they'll be facing each other next to her class.

So we all went upstairs (including Didiy) to watch the so-called battle just for laughs. But then something came up so I have to get back to class. So I missed it (!) Around 12.35, I saw Aidil on our way downstairs, she shows a glimpse of the shuffling-battle video. Again, I was laughing my ass off.

I decided to go to the Library to finish my Add math folio which I only manage to do the introduction part because I decided to follow Fatnad to hang with the guys. So we drove to section 8, met the guys and all 7 of us squished inside Fatnad's car to get to 12. At first our plan was to hang around Bukit 12. But then we thought it'll be a great idea in going to one of those incomplete-scary-looking-fucking-huge bungalows.

Took a few pictures and Fatnad send me around 6 because she's late for her tuition class with Shima which started at 5.30. Ah, I'm tired (!)

Realize

2009-07-01T07:11:00.000-07:00

I 'EFFIN GOT PLKN (!) HAHAHA

I'm not going anyways due to this skin problem. So at least there's a good thing about eczema ; being able to avoid 3 months of full throttle torture.

I think that something's wrong with my left eye. At first it becomes all itchy. Now it hurts whenever I touch it. *groans

Planning for a trip to Sunway, wanted to catch things up with Forever 21's collection. Need to save some money by then.

Forgive me lord, for I have sinned

2009-06-29T07:40:00.000-07:00

Urgh my life is in a complete mess (!) I need to get a hold of myself.

Tired

2009-06-28T04:18:00.000-07:00

The morning after,

This weekend is very tiring (!) For starters, I went to Amal's house in Saturday for a wedding reception. Went there with Ili, Awateef, Diyanah and Nik ; le girlfriends. Had a VERY good laugh. Then we all drop by Ili's house. Snap a few pictures :-) Around 9, Afiq pick me up and he drove to stone cafe. Ordered a char kuew teow that I didn't even finish half of it. Ikram came and join us.

We all decided to go to Cineleisure to kill the time. Transformers' ticket are only available at 3.10 am. Since we have nothing else to do, we bought it and wait for 3 hours for the movie to begin -.- Hang at Mcd, then Khaidir and these 2 guys (I can't remember their name) arrive. I was tired by then as I was helding myself from sleeping.

The guys were funny, most of the things they said makes me laugh. I already miss hanging out with them *laughs

At 3.10 am, we went inside the cinema. The movie starts around 3.30 am. I almost fall asleep but Afiq manage to keep me awake. He tried to talk to me a few times to make sure that I am still up. Haha thanks yeah ? :-) The movie was great, currently thinking of watching it again. Bumblebee is so 'effin cute (!) Transformers end around 6.20 am. Ikram drove back home. By the time we reach Shah Alam, it was almost 7. And I am still wide awake. I wanted to go home at 8, so in the meantime me and Afiq hang around at Bukit sec 7.

When it's 8 am, he send me back home. Then I forgot that my phone is with him -.- Sleep until 12 am, had my breakfast/lunch. Get back to sleep and wake up around 5. Going to buy dinner after this, and will drop by at Afiq's house to pick my phone.

Hell

2009-06-26T01:10:00.000-07:00

Tag 10 people after you're done!

I have. . . (a point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
#MY TOTAL: 5

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
#MY TOTAL: 10

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. received a ticket.
6. been to rehab
7. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
#MY TOTAL: 8

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
#MY TOTAL: 7

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
#MY TOTAL: 5

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
#MY TOTAL:8

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
#MY TOTAL: 7

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
#MY TOTAL: 5

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
#MY TOTAL: 9

Grand Total: 64

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]'
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

hm I should be in jail by now. Haha

Fortune Telling

2009-06-25T02:32:00.000-07:00

Saturday

Tuesday

Finished reading Eclipse last night so I went to section 9 and returned it to Shidy (whose hair is growing so quick, the last time I see him, his hair was short) Then he let me borrow his Breaking Dawn ; the last book of Twilight Saga. Might as well start reading it tonight.

I am still having a slight headache. *sighs

Falling

2009-06-24T23:29:00.000-07:00

We have so many things in common, why did you have to go ?

I am tired of fighting with him. I gladly choose to just breathe, and wait until the memory of me and him disappear. He don't have to protect his girlfriend anymore, I know better. So goodbye, It's been fun while it lasted. Take care.

Eclipse

2009-06-24T05:20:00.000-07:00

Currently wondering how in the world can my mother cope living with A lazy arse in this house ? Even I can't stand it. Go get a life, will you ? Hmph fuckers.

Reading : Eclipse ; Borrowed from Shidy.

Lads

2009-06-21T00:16:00.000-07:00

Friday : drove around Shah Alam with Ili and Fatnad. Picked Fir and send him to DEMC. Borrow Shidy's Eclipse. Went to Bukit Jelutong. Hang around at the lake that is full of memories with him. Drove back to Shah Alam, picked Fir at Pelita and send him to his house. Waited until Ili's sister come to fetch her then send Fatnad to tuition class. Go to sunway with Mhmmd Arf around 8.40 pm. Ate Carl's Jr. I went back home at 2.

Saturday : Went to Guardian first thing in the morning to buy hair mask. Pass by Fir's house, see him for a while. Drove straight back home. Take a nap. Messaged Awateef, whether she want to go out for a while. Pick her up and talk for a bit. Awateef's father ask us to pick Fahim at section 2. Sent both of them home. Drop by at my house, change my outfit then Awaina invites me to hang around at Padang Sec 7. I arrive there and sit for a while until a few more lads arrive.

Tag Sira and Fatnad to Bukit 12. Took some pictures together, share our secrets and laughs. Afiq Zulhady pick me up around 9 for dinner. He drove to Extreme Park and eat at Burger King. Then he drove around Subang Jaya, Damansara, Bukit Jelutong and Shah Alam just to kill the time because I'm too afraid to go home since the house is empty. He is so 'effin funny, I crack up whenever he says something. He also have this talented gift of knowing how to talk in so many different accent. My stomach even hurts because I was laughing so hard :-) Drop by at Mcd because I want to drink some Milo. Then he sent me back at 4.

Sunday : Drove to KFC to buy breakfast/lunch. Eat, watch tv, and here I am. Updating this sick blog. Hah I'm famished (!)

Since my family are not at home these few days, my eating habit has completely change. I eat rarely, I drink Soy milk most of the time to keep me full. And if I am really hungry, I would go to some restaurant but end up didn't eat anything because then I don't feel like eating. And I spend most of my money on the car's fuel. I forgot to ask The King for the credit card plus he didn't leave me any money to survive in this cruel world HAHA. 70 ringgit for the car's fuel in 3 days ? That's absurd ! I should most probably ask for a refund from The King.

Sunshine

2009-06-16T08:01:00.000-07:00

He is my walking sun- slowly dimmed as time goes by. Soon the light is no more, only the darkness is there, smirking at me.